` me. just me *

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i'm so freaking pissed now. i can't find the right phrase to describe.

i don't know why i suddenly think of all these things again. yes. i have always chosen to be a people-person over a power-person. was i wrong? would i have been happier being a power-person? i don't know.

secondly. papers so far have been weird. out of expectations. i dont even know what to expect out of them.

thirdly. i've been having headache yesterday and today. slept for four hours in the afternoon yesterday. and tday i've been just slacking around cause i just can't concentrate with a throbbing headache.

next. i really dislike the strong political thing in every single area i can think of. it's really frustrating. power corrupts. why? cause we are all greedy. so i guess i shouldnt try being a power-person.

well. i guess i'm lucky that i've learnt to pray since kindergarten. and i sincerely believe things are in God's hands. gen1 shen1 di4 gu4. i'm not impressed with people who use religion as a tool to support their wrongdoings. they should stop trying so hard.

if you're capable of doing something once, you're always capable of doing it again. similarly, if you can give up A so easily, you can also give up B just as easily. it's just a matter of time. so wipe that smirk off ur face and stop repeating that phrase so often. it loses its meaning.

bye.
whatever
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xxx
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